Tomolo

Tomolo is my big day.
My final clinical examination as a medical student (hopefully! God provides)
and everyone kept saying, "Eleh Zack, u hv been so lucky until now.. we know u can do it lah"

I really hope i can do it well.
not as previously i did it so toyer lah due to lack of confident.plus knowledge too. but alhamdulillah i still able to pass until now.. 'Lucky' some might say as i'm one of the candidate for the laziest person ever (i think i had been highlighted this out in every entry..n i think this is the main reason sometimes i felt so stress out!) whateverlah.. I hope i always be lucky thru out my whole life, amin! =)

After all, most of us had already strive n studying like dead people, man!
i dunt want to lose my faith!

Heard some bad news from monday n tuesday people.. some didnt make it. dammit.. why cant make it easier for us. be cool people. be very cool. and calm. tour par raison!

Allah, help us!

anyway missing zetoty so badly. gula-gula kapas warna hijau muda tu T_T.

U know,I felt very weird. i really hv bad memory about bad memories. I didnt learn from my stupid mistake about being hurtd by someone else all over and over again. that's why i'm cool even with the busuk hati bcause i'm simply a forgetful person..and i was wrong to assumed everyone like that too..why cant everyone just forgive and forget? why cant just push the reset button after scanning the bad files. Kan berat bawak benda yg busuk dalam hati tu.

The reason is so simple: Life is damn too short. Seize the day, my friends..
and rite now.. i felt so hurted.
and let Allah be the best judge!

Ya Rabbi
Forgive me.
For all the sinsful act that i hv commit.
As i hv no bad intention.

Kiah dunt want to be noty noty again and again.
whatever path/act that i choose to take, i really hope it's going to take me to Allah.