Al Fatihah

Mak Sidqi just passed away yesterday.
Al fatihah.

Most of us (half of us) was crying silently during the second paper after hearing that news. I really dont know how Sidqi can act soo cool. He still able to smile although there was tears falling from his face. He went back to Kedah yesterday by flight..and tentively he had to go for MEQ today (aku rasa uni kadang2 ni a bit jahat..alasan sakit/kematian mmg takde toleransi btul).

God, help him...let him be strong!

and tazkirah for myself:we dont know what we got until it's gone!

aku cilok akak aku py posting aaahhh..haha..tak study utk meq lagi deh!

To Sidqi's dear mother.

The first and the last time I met her was at her house in Alor Star, two months ago when we visited her at her home in Alor Star. She was about to start with her chemotherapy session the day after our visit, and if no one told me she was ill, I would'nt suspect any of it: she was jovial and beyond calm.

Though during the visit she was 'full' of life, making meals for her visitors not once, but 7 times a day, my sister told me that before she was diagnosed with the big C, she was quite a different person.

The person that I met was a happy and funny mother to three obedient sons.
SS, a friend of mine, who had the chance of meeting her, said she's one of the most contented persons she have ever met.
She reminds me of my mother, of all loving mothers who cares nothing but for her children.

I still remember what she said: "when you know you're about to die, you'll appreciate life more."
Never did i suspect that she knew her time was coming.
Everyone was positive that she's going to be alright.

But as my sister updated to me, her illness had only worsened in few months.
The image of her in memory seems to betray the truth: I only can picture her smile.

Today, my sister texted me to tell that Auntie had just passed away.

Al-fatihah.
Sidqi, your loss is felt and I pray that Auntie will be placed amongst the Muqarabeen.
Ameen.

btw
tgkle kumbang aku dah kat bawah posting nie...soalan mcq semalam mcm maut py susah aaa gila aaa..aku tataw le nak cakap ape deh..aku rasa boleh jawab part paeds aje. ortho boleh aaa thn, soalan logik...o+g mcm hancus gak soalan kurang ajar padahal dlm byk2 posting, O+g lecturers plg rajin ms kat kajang dulu. medicine tak payah ckp laaa, mmg guna pgetahuan masa preclinical ajelah. surgery pun..adeh..psychiatric..adeh..mmg semput le...mmg guna long term memory..kwn2 aku pun bpeluh2 jwb soalan.hari ni meq aku taktaule.harap2 okay laa..doa2kan lah!