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Just a bit of eden!

Jazakallah Khairan Kathira.

Begitu lama aku tak dengar. Dulu-dulu, aku ada juga dapat balasan message pendek-jzzk. aku dulu2 pun suka balas Jzzk. kadang2 rajin juga taip secara panjang. sekarang sebab aku segan tak reti bahasa arab, aku biasanya akan tulis "tenkiu veli de muchie" setakat ni, tu memang trademark aku lah. bahasa merepek aku lah tue.

Baru semalam aku dengar, kawan aku sebut Jazakallah ketika aku lambai bubbye. aku rasa terlalu kangen sungguh. nampak sangat aku dah lama 'pencen' dari membuat keja2. aduhai, zakiah.. sampai bila nie? aku ingat, perkara yang paling penting aku berlajar adalah; bila kita ikhlas buat sesuatu, baik buruk keputusan tak penting. yang penting adalah usaha benar2 dengan keikhlasan!

hujung minggu lepas, aku kena stranded kat seremban malam2 buta. Bas double-decker yang canggih baru itu rosak. ironi kan? seperti sudah tertulis, semua orang kat h.seremban on call kecuali Nadia. So aku pergi bermalam kat rumah dia. untung aku berjumpa dengan family dia yang sangat warm.aku bersyukur.terima kasih.. dan keesokkan harinya, aku lepak dengan kawan aku nama k.ida, pun rilek aje belanja aku dan tolong aku. alhamdulillah.

Hari minggu lepas, kitaorg sekeluarga pergi Ipoh untuk kenduri belah pihak lelaki. Majlis berjalan dengan lancar. best jugaklah, aku suka main dengan budak2 sampai budak2 tu tak nak panggil aku makcik! sedangkan aku tuaaaa~then, aku pergi Taiping, kenduri Cain+sakinah. (setelah pening kepala nak pergi kenduri Shiena+Rais) tapi aku ada masalah transport lah pulak. Yang ironinya, rupanya mak khalis tu adalah sedara kepada mak rais. small world kan?

Ja'a + wa pick up aku kat Ipoh pastu pergi rumah In kat Changkat Jering. Jumpa Meha, Sazrin dan Bedah kat situ. Small reunion kelas F lagi (yang beria pergi kenduri kawen tak kira sape! ). Yut jadi pgapit untuk cain. makan2. update citer masing2.then lepak sat kat old town white coffee kat taiping sentral. ada orang belanja,tapi sumpah aku tak tau siapa yang belanja. Aku tumpang kereta wa dan ja'a tanpa sedikit pun keluar duit. tak mintak claim walaupun sedikit pun. oh~ begitu murah rezeki mereka-mereka itu hendaknya! kelakar macam2 cerita terkeluar.

Aku tak biasa berkawan dengan orang goal-directed friendship sebab sejak dulu, sahabat2 aku semuanya kawan kerana for the sake of friendship. name it laa, dari sekolah subang, mgs, seafield, balik pulau, matrik dan upm. aku tak biasa, ada kawan hanya semata2 kerana aku nak tumpang kereta ke kelas. aku ego tinggi lebih rela jalan kaki kalau tu jadi niatnya kecuali dalam keadaan darurat terpaksa. boleh dikatakan majority kawan2 aku macam tue. macamana aku tak sayang?

Di saat aku berhadapan dengan beberapa orang jelek "hidup mesti ada objektif" bila aku dengan selamba fire cakap, "weih, kalau kawan kena ada ikhlas, bukan sebab kau nak something, baru nak berbaik2..itu hampeh namanye". (rujuk post sebelum2 aku tue). tapi bila fikir balik, cuma ada sekelumit manusia yang tak merasai nikmat bersahabat secara ikhlas, sebab tu dia menjadi jelek barangkali?

dan juga, di saat ini, aku masih berpeluang berjumpa dengan kawan2 aku yang tetap bersama aku. bukan kerana apa yang aku ada. atau apa yang aku beri. tapi kerana sayangnya seorang kawan. dan tidak mengharapkan balasan pun walaupun sedikit.

dan beritahu aku, malu sungguh bila aku tidak mampu memberi. (belum lagi)
ask nothing in return, and there will be no regret!

There is in friendship just a bit of Eden,
Harboring our early innocence,
Acting out of pleasure in our pleasure,
Not calculating cost or recompense,
Knowing the abundance that we breed in.

Your friendship is a book that I may read in,
Opening a truth I cannot measure
Unless it be with signs or sacraments.

How can I sing my gratitude,
Explain my silent sea,
Approximate in words the gift
That you have been to me?
How can I show my love to you,
Elucidate that golden drift,
Rolling wild and free?

(aku cilok poem ini dari internet yang taktau penulisnya)

saje

Your view on yourself:

You are intelligent, honest and sweet. You are friendly to everybody and don't like conflict. Because you're so cheerful and fun people are naturally attracted to you and like to talk to you.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:

You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.

Your views on education

Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:

You have many goals and want to achieve as much as you can. The jobs you enjoy are those that let you burn off your considerable excess energy.

How do you view success:

You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.

What are you most afraid of:

You are afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble. You don't ever want to be unable to take care of yourself. Independence is important to you.

Who is your true self:

You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

Fareha!

Happy birthday fareha!
May Allah bless u! always. bcause after all, u alreadi hd been blessed by having such sweet heart that hard to find. syg bangat sama kamu deh!

sempena birthday Meha yg suka giller tengok citer korea. yesterday,having 4 marathon korean movie non stop with zetty.how actually i realized i havent see any movies for years.2years perhaps.balas dendsm.

1. my boyfriend is type b - funny but not that funny.
2. a moment to remember - sgt best. almost cry but couldnt. tp sgt meaningful.sgt sweet. waaa..sgt best. mcm 50 1st date,one of my fav movie (i know,mcm lame btul fav movie,tp i only watch few movie aje)that girl had alzheimer's disease (actually i dont think alzheimer can be detect from mri. susah sikit laa-the doc should investigate further laa bcause dementia in younger age is rare.other causes need to be excluded)tp mybe nak pendekkn citer laa kut.
3. sad movie - this is sooo extreme sad. very good movie. almost cry. but couldnt. malu kat zt kut. seriusly. 4 different stories. about separation from the love ones. seriusly. mcm ala2 cerita cinta -but trust me,this film was really meaningful! melampau betul sedih dia.
4. he's cool - typical gangster youngster fall in love.bla bla.mcm cerita my tutor teacher.
5. seducing mr perfect- great. but a bit boring. bosan.typical man yg ego. bla bla.tp nasib baik pemuda tersebut hensem.

pemenang: a moment to remember. mesti tgk gak sad movie.

oh-meha. adakah ketelaluan untuk aku mdoakan untuk dikau mendapat jejaka yg secomel oreng korea dan juga yg romantik gitu2 eh? hehe. tanak yg ego kepala batu tue...at least lelaki dalam citer a moment to remember. at least. bukan jerk yg kunun2nye ego. because u're too sweet to be hurted.

ginger bread girl

zetty is coming home today. (actually supposedly tomorrow). she called aff "eh aff, et balik jumaat. tapi kalau korang 'perlukan' et. tlg buat surat. amek hari khamis pun takpe.."

and her brother fariz replied, "yah buat laa surat. cakap kitaorg memerlukan khidmat zt to pack her thing for vacation".

sangat lame. tu mcm orang gaji aje. but it's quite true. she's the only one in the family who is very very very organize. perhaps zt sedut semua genetic code from all of us. (note: aff nampak je organize.har har har). tapi zt ni best...ye ke?

last weekend. p sunway lagoon. susah nk enjoy rupanya kalau dalam diri tak berapa nak enjoy. actually i could even sleep while riding roller coster. gayat aku dah hilang. exam lebih mnakutkan. owh tidak. actually responsibility is even scarier. nak amek gambar pun, susah btul nak senyum... aku rasa aku je yg boleh sengih2 mcm kerang busuk ...yg mmg melampau aku p naik ajhackett. dapat half price. okay lah tue. tp dapat certificate of insanity. kurang ajar jugaklaaa. takdelah takut sgt walaupun the speeds laju giller- 120km/h in less than 2seconds. sebab takde sape nk naik dgn aku, aku naik dgn pekerja dia yg bjuta kali naik. Miss AZ suggest, "kalau buat macam bsanding best gak". (note utk zaa,shiena,atau nad.rosma pun boleh laa) panas terik g



Okay. sekarang lesson for today.
aku geli hati btul. dendam manusia memang betul2 aneh. bersangka buruk adalah bukan sifat seorang muslim. kata2 kasar bukan sifat seorang muslim. kalau dalam alam web pun kau takleh tahan dari mnulis perkara2 yg buruk. dalam real life macane? aku tak cakap aku baik sgt. tapi seboleh2 jangan buat diri sendiri tu dalam posisi hati busuk.

nak tau ape yg paling aneh?
sewaktu kita nak mgutuk orang.dalam sedar tak sedar,kita telah mjadi orang yg dikutuk.

plus
sumpah manusia tak pernah termakbul.melainkan kuasa Tuhan. okay. katakan 'kau' perasan sumpah kau termakbul kerana dendam. puas hati dgn kekalahan orang? owh. terserlah sifat kau keji. mgapa kau tak doa supaya orang tersebut tersedar dari kesalahan? beristighfar dari sekarang.sesungguhnya Allah maha pgampun. dan maha pemurah.

that's it: i'm out dari kancah kutuk-mgutuk. agenda tuduh mnuduh tanpa disertai rasa bsangka baik sebagai seorang muslim mmg mbuatkn aku rasa jengkel.at least tu pgajaran buat aku gak.aku baru sedar..blajarlah tentang semua orang adalah istimewa. amek semua perkara yg baik. amek yg jernih dan buang yg keruh.that's work.

it's how u cerminkan diri sendiri. buruk kau pandang orang, buruklah mata hati kau sendiri. cuba ikut sifat2 Rasulullah. kena fitnah. kena keji pun, still maintain cool.