letting go

aku bukan perempuan testdrive,
bukan sahabat drive thru,
dan pasti bukan otak pendrive.
Jadi jgn drink&drive.
it will drive me away. away. away from you
and u should know,it drives me far far away from u!

one day. i will understand..
and u will understand it very well too...
someday we will meet again.
if that's what had been writen in luh mahfuz.
or might be someday, u dont ever recognise me
it's okay.because we let HIM to decide.
and never we feel regrets for things dat have had happnd.

do not attach our heart to the world. let it go.
imaging semua benda dalam dunia ni kita hilang.
jangan bersedih. slagi kita rasa kita ada Tuhan.

Lupakan sahaja tentang kesedihan yang bukan milik kita.
Kenangkan irama gelak ketawa tanda jiwa bebas berlari.
Moga-moga tuah senyuman itu kekal dalam nadi khidupan kita
kerana hy kita sendiri yang boleh mnentukn arus nafas kita di setiap hari

.jgn tamak.

(tema lagu: aku bukan sapa2 -ahmad dani's band).i think i made a gud decision at last. perhaps. i just go where true love goes. i hope so.dgn tidak berbekalkan nafsu nafsi duniawi,aku lepaskan sesuatu tanpa sebab. alhamdulillah. everything end up well.very well indeed. aku rasa tenang setenang2 kolam renang pengiun (sbb dah keras jadik ais).

smlm penat giller oncal kat labour room dari pagi ke `1pagi.mcm hectic giller. esok ada klnik dan aku kena present case petang tu lagi. risaunya tentang diri aku sendiri.xm xm xm..waa-stress okay! smlm aku sedey gak,sbb aku jumpa teenage pregnancy, muslim 17 years old girl. beautiful girl. bila kitaorg kata nk kuarkn uri-dia tanya kitaorg, uri tu apa kak? tak cukup ilmu pgetahuan dia nie...aduh. she cried when she heard her child was crying. sbb terlalu syahdu kut..sian dia.innocent giller tapi dah jumpa lelaki pyangak di awal usia dia. aku harapkan dia jumpa khidupan yang aman damai. lelaki adalah kaum takleh dipercayai until proven otherwise. haha-teruk kan aku ni,tp aku rasa dat's rule should be apply. ^_^