Saturday, March 29, 2008

last minute


My lil sister zetty yg edit this pic.haha.muka sgt kerek.kah kah kah

i am so last minute student.

skrg baru laa mcm nak beli bateri dan go around checking ppl's eyes with funduscopy.bpinar mata semua org!skrg baru laa dah letih2 pun still wat study group with nani,yana & izny (totally new people bcause grup lama mcm dah lama aku pujuk tp they refused laa.tatawlaa).

then,ada mslh with politik fakulti aku pulak.malas giller nk layan.nk je aku ckp,jgn libatkn aku pls!i hope not laa..i am way too desprete to get my MD degree rite now.but i think okay kut,Allah provides insyallah

Mcne aku nak abeskan 5years of my learning years n compact it into 3-4weeks of this revision week? Mr kwan cakap, more than enough. Dia suruh tanamkan dlm otak :100% pass until proven otherwise. woah,padahal time dulu dia asek ckp "so hopeless laa this student"..rupanya dia nak kasik semangat..kagum kagum!

Congrats laa kat shima,jihan,shake,azwa azween,marami,fatimah *rcmp kiddo's plus shawn,wani ganas,wani bear,kuchah, zakiah,sai,siti... ukm's kiddo (yg lupa nama pun ada gak laa). and those yg ada delay success (eg awie yg kena bar xm bcz having active stage of infectious disease-but then she still able to get married this June aa gak laa),be patient.be very patient!...

like me laa..be very patient until i realized i should be studying laa kan skrg...waaa~.bukan study last minute.it's sooo me..

alhamdulillah,at last i realized how beauty is being patient.esp when someone marah2 u but then stil able to act cool..i'm trying to be baik.i tanak jadi budak jahat+nakal lagi!but then i know how hard pura2 jadik baik.haha..funny how my 'other side' of friend mcm pelik giller when ppl gave trust to me (dia rasa aku jahat kut)n siap ckp, "u know,sometime u dont hv to say/act as if u'r THAT good"..huhu,padahal personally i thought i always talk rubbish & kantoi kjahatn aku. plus i believe action talks louder than speech. i dunt pura2.sbb tu dia kompius kut.ntah.what the heck..yg lagi kelakar,ada budak uia tu siap tkejut time jumpa aku dan dlm keadaan tanda seruan, "eh,kak zakiah,nape dah tak jadi alim?"..since when aku ni alim? uhuk! i mean,i always like this.i mean,ada laa benda yg aku nyesal like wearing yg cukup2 makan,cukup syarat. aku tau,ramai syg aku.bila pakai even sekali dua tudung bawal/kecik sikit,like akan ada few people akan came forward n tegur not to do that again.aku tak marah,aku ni manusia.tlupa,i need that!..kadang2 tu ada laa rasa nk bgaya sikit,tp bila pkir balik,..utk apa? i always welkem comments actually. bcause i'm so scared watching how some people around me change into some monster yg hidup hedonisme.these monster reluctant to hear advice or nasihat.scary giller.

However, the most beautiful thing in this world is when we able to see the good things about others (wpun hy mybe 1% je kbaiknnya)..it's soo damn beautiful to appreaciate people laa! i felt like smiling around the clock!itu kan tanda kbesaran Tuhan?

btw,one of my senior chinese yg convert muslim,abg git (yg kawen with my senior gak) kak ida dah dapat one baby boy..dia namakan anaknya 'adam git'..cool deh,skrg panggil aku zack kit siang. Zack Ka ting. Cheong Zarina ke. Kwan Kiah leong.mcm cool kan?haha.seriusly! congrats kat sharifah (junior)& abg bazli (senior) pun dapat baby girl gak...

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