pure shores at the back of an island....

Everything seemed to go against me these days. Hoho-eventually, it's so usual for the world to go against me anyway, i figure it out at last... so it would NOT be a big matter to me anymore.what the heck, i got life to go on.

I hang out with 2 ex-classmates during cny. Meha and Ja'a.Meha is still the same crazy and funny cute kiddo...ja'a wasnt my bestfriend back in balik pulau but there's still lots of hot gossips to be discuss anyway..lepak kat jusco kepong,my house and meha's sister's house.... last dec, i went out with along,anis, izny and wanie to putrajaya...going crazy singing in the car in d rain.lepak tak beringat, 1st kat hukm,then jusco, alamanda, and go visited anis's & along hs in putrajaya. both of these small reunion end up in very late night when the cinderellaS have to go back home berfore 12am.

i missed all my classmates and geng dataran taklim and budak2 suria ...belantara.purnama...11 people in geng sodom (haha, notorious geng that bkp-the prefect and warden hate us soooo much because we love to break the rules..asik kantoi aje,then buat denda sama2)

i realized i havent been that so euphoric and crazy for couple of years like that. it's not i havent been so happy these days, but hanging out with them made me feel much more younger and refresh the sweet memories in balik pulau. Those balik pulau school days, i didnt hv much things to think about. not much of responsibility and worries.i was not the skema student as i seldom study but still able to maintain my grad so my parents wouldnt freak out..i wasnt a A+ student neither... i'm soooooooo lazy. no body pushed me to study, so i would happily playing badminton in the hot afternoon or fly (go outing without permission) just to eat durian or laksa. or even playing in the rain in the backyard (ampaian).

We love to go to komtar&sunshine after 1hour nausea bus riding. shoping like crazy.I like the 12hour train riding from KL to Penang as for each station there must be a student from my school hop in (most of my friends lived in perak anyway), then we go cruising gerabak to gerabak,and got scolded with makcik cleaner for being so restless or other passengers as we refused to stop talking until 4am.

Ok, the people from the other class complained my class (5F) that there was no silence in my class in every second esp 5L and 5G (the genius guys n girls came from this class-ATTN:malik) Owh-dont get me wrong-the noisy didnt come from me alone but it was also from bedah,shawn,meha, dzul, wa and etc. Salwa,the monitor class had to move to more peaceful class.Salwa was very studious person,i heard she got few award from her uni-deanlist or whatsoever,she deserve it!..i brought walkman in every prep-or class as i'm easily fall asleep. i slept in prep,in class eventhouth i sat in front of the class (my classmate said it was to displince my laziness,sleepiness and so on ..but it just did not work out-hahaha). when i was too tired during the hot afternoon prep- i would end up sleeping in library, below the windy-tree or in the dorm. ponteng prep.ponteng assembly. ponteng riadah.. We all had to do mind mapping for each maths and add maths even before the lecture start and i dunno how many maths&add maths practice books that we had to finish. Sometimes, i would end up copying meha.hahaha.. I remember a 'luahan perasaan' night where i dunno who plan it but somehow, i didnt know why the boys in my class complained about my tomboyish attitude eventhough i never put them into trouble and i complain nothing about them. I know i did not fit as 'perfect girl' in any man's dictionary but i'm not out for praise.i like being my true colour. They dislike meha for being a BKP, prefect..boys are really weird and i did not try to understand them better..haha,what the heck.

'the evil axis' as 5F combined with 5C and 5E. kebetulan sama peel dan satu dorm pulak-kejahatan terlihat. the 11 people from geng sodom (the name was derived from the terms of 'solat dalam dorm' as it was against the school regulation) was mainly from these evil axis.. Obviously the skema people really hate us and they go reporting our evilness to the warden or teacher-owh-oh..then we had to go detention doing funny-funny things like collecting the rubbish (beg plastik hitam sebesar gajah tu) to the rubbish center, cleaning up the toilet and collecting the laudry. Haha-we did not end up trying to bully those skema ppl back, but we enjoyed and treasured every single time that we had together. even, we sang happily doing that detention. and apparently, we had to go selling the cheap apple-orange-cadbury chocolate dedication as we really need the money to pay RM250 for breaking a STEEL bed into two during shawn's birthday. Imaging this, that bed was cramped with 11 people who were so excited taking picture. owh-nizack captured a picture before that 'ship sink' and all of our face were so hideously ugly. We even got farewell party exclusive for 11 people...ponteng riadah sama-sama-lalalala-bila prep,main badminton (i was kidda excited playing badminton bcz i didnt know how to play until ustazah (a nickname for someone who has typical face of ustazah) and along taught me every evening.

homeroom rozi.my mentor was a fizik teacher. he wasnt really interested to be a mentor-so we all go like--lalala-what the heck-having our time of our life going camping for every years. with homeroom suriyati (ustazah,shasya,nas,pee homeroom)..panjat sana sini.mandi sungai.. my homeroom members were bedah,dila, in,sayuti.azizul, arip and fandi. bedah the manja one while dila the quiet n nice type of traditional girl. kantoi tak biasa masak during our visit to cikgu rozi's house.haha,dont blame me-i know the basic of coooking only-nasib laa korg..hahaha

SOme people dislike me in their first impression.To them, i'm just a rich-snob-manja kl people who dying to speak in english-heck no-my english is like a standard one pupil& i dont speak english..n i'm not that rich-.then after we got to know each other better, i guess that stigma goes away. I remember ain and izzah really like to give looong tazkirah to me and i still wonder why-maybe i was quite weird?. Oho-i still remember the sleepless night because we talk non-stop until no body left to listen to slured speech. ada pernah main hantu2.running here and there-singing loudly-teasing with each other in the dorm and subsequently, i heard some skema people screaming to us.hahaha.eating late night snack together.nasi lemak or mee maggie like eating candy.nyummy. watching movie to Eff's laptop-jakun time tue..dataran taklim-the biggest room including 2 BKPs beside our room. we got to much of 'dataran taklim' spirit everywhere sampaikan ada orang myampah--haha-dengki laa tue...we love to sit leparking eating biskut mayat after spot-check ceremony in sunday morning. All my 6 roomates doing medicine- Ain(IMU), Along (monash,Oz), farhana (Indonesia), Eff (russia), Put (russia) and Izzah (Ukraine). as the most laziest person, i'm the only one who doing medicine in public uni bcz i'm too lazy to travel far from my family. the 2 BKPs Meha (utm) and Misah (uk) doing engineer.

There were actually thousand of lists and events that i really love about balik pulau. the people.the place and the food were fabulous. it's one in the million. I could never find a peaceful place to study (at least, i never felt pressured to study there). i got long list of displine problems but i never go to Jemaah Displin Maktab (JDM-some sort of mahkamah laa). It was superb and perhaps one of the best things that happened to my life. i treasured it.

Everyone character was very unique.including the skema people.kaki retort.the 11 people.dataran taklim.boys & girls in 5F people.homeroom rozi. everything.wonderfull. i dont think our characters similar to any movie..

John mayer's song - no such thing kept playing in my mind- read the lyrics and u'll understand. things are quite different now.the friendships there were so pure, sincere and innocent.... and i figure it out nowdays made me so stressful compare to the life in Balik Pulau.

p/s:please ignore my grammer and the campuralizetion. i will be having paeds posting xm in the end of mac- please pray for the flying colour that i hadnt taste for long long time ago. i used to get - lulus- hahaha..owh,kiah is day-dreaming again....

"Welcome to the real world", she said to me condescendingly
Take a seat, Take your life
Plot it out in black and white
Well I never lived the dreams of the prom kings and the drama queens
I'd like to think the best of me is still hiding up my sleeve

They love to tell you stay inside the lines
But something's better on the other side

I wanna run through the halls of my high school
I wanna scream at the top of my lungs
I just found out there's no such thing as the real world
Just a lie you've got to rise above

So the good boys and girls take the so called right track
Faded white hats grabbing credits and maybe transfers
They read all the books but they can't find the answers
And all of our parents
They're getting older
I wonder if they've wished for anything better
While in their memories tiny tragedies

They love to tell you stay inside the lines
But something's better on the other side

I wanna run through the halls of my high school
I wanna scream at the Top of my lungs
I just found out there's no such thing as the real world
Just a lie you got to rise above

I am invincible as long as I'm alive quarrel

I wanna run through the halls of my high school
I wanna scream at the Top of my lungs
I just found out there's no such thing as the real world
Just a lie you've got to rise above

I just can't wait til my 10 year reunion
I'm gonna bust down the double doors
And when I stand on these tables before you
You will know what all this time was for