angry

ok..i know it's not right to say all the madness and publish it on the net....but i'm so damn angry although had tried to sleep over it.

But luckily, i'm not in bad mood actually.

I dont know if my anger is just a copycat expression from the american's comedy-the scrubs. i think some part of my anger turns out to be sarcastic than ever. Gosh, cant believe it.

macamane aku tak marah....it's like mula2 dah setuju nak kawin, dah siap semua perkakas nak kawin dan DAH hantar semua kad kawin dan dah cerita betapa gumbira kat semua orang ...then suddenly, that someone tu cakap..ops, aku tak redi laa nak kawin sebab aku takut kucing aku marah aku kawin....,ko marah kat aku ke?

obviously, i'm not getting married or anything like that...it seemed like my-so-called-bestfriendS did that to me and were hoping i was not angry. Hey,i aint an angelic here and i'm not going to say, "it's okay " when it's not....

I did not ask u guys big favor for me..but please,i'm doing u guys a great favor. Dont tell me karnival KMR tue lebih penting dari responsible from saying. "i do" to help things out..owh, come on, u dont play a big role in the carnival or in junior's life. I missed the opportunity to go there but i dont regard it because i kept my promise although it's hard for me to do it.

i had been sicked in 3days from last monday which make me an infectious and dangerous person to go to any meeting. That was real pain,kiddo..with chills and rigors, myalgia,arthalgia, bruising, headahce, nausea,aneroxia but still i felt wrong for not going to the meeting to help others.so, why dont u?

In case that u forget, i have my family too that i have to take care of. I have my friends who allready missed me or me myself missed them so much. I had to work overtime,darling...

Leave me alone, and maybe the time will heal or u guys out there buy me expensive dinner for 2weeks( fastfood is not applicable...i stopped mcD after the Palestinian women ask me to stop supporting Israel and because i hate haram food or was-was , ding-ding production or whatever)

oh yeah,by the way, heaven isnt that cheap...and i'm audited my pahala account, it doesnt look good...maybe u are not like me..u cant care because u'r not worried as much as i am....

astagfirullah.....ape setan laa melekat kat aku lama2....