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How Much Is Your Life Worth?

I really thought my life is lagi mahal aaa...sejuta je? aku ingat dia nak tulis : tak boleh dinilai ke...

okay, okay, i am so sorry...kena marah this period of time really make me feel so mad.lagi2 hal yang kacau pride aku. mybe aku ni ego sangat. perhaps perhaps.

Sleep deprivation can cause epilepsy. others might get migraine. I got neither one but mood swing, easily irritate. How i wish I am perfect..,i dunno how am i gonna work next 3-4months with my emotional hijacking. Maybe i should go a bit far away so i wont hurt someone that i actually love.

Dammit, i still hv lots things to learn.. I really dunno how am i gonna to pass my pro xm III this time. Gotta be strong. but i know how i feel so myesal for not having serius mind and definately not hardworking attitude...

Well, apparently... i start to think how weird, abnormal and atypical human being I am after i figure out i am way too different with my friends.the way of my very simple thinking and laid back attitude... I wish i could feel special rather than a difficult person. I know life is not a matter of simple equation of mathematic. It doesnt apply easily like that. It's not penakulan mantik. it's not 1+1=2. ..

I am an impulsive person. I dont read motivation book to build rapport with other people. I dont hv any hidden agenda when i talk with anyone else. Plus, i am not out for praise anyway. I dunt care what you-you-you think about me. what do i really know, i want to live to fullest. to live in lively life

it's still hurts when someone point out your mistake and making you start to think there's no way out and wishing that you could reboot and restart your life. How you start to wish you have seriusly perfect mind. Because when we have perfect mind, perfect attitude..we'll be able to survive.even in stupid-cold-imperfect life.

No, i never commit big-big mistakes. except for yesterday when my prof said twice how I confused when I answer his questions. I really hate to appeared so stupid but i really hv short span attention. Okay, i also begin to feel fed up with my stupid emotional phase. and aku pun dah muak dgn isi2 blog ni tak abes citer pasal diri aku sendiri. sgt self-centered btul. i'm getting bored. but i start to think, this small matter pun tak boleh handle, benda2 lagi besar? How i wish i hv steel heart. Macam robot ke, at least i dunt hv this stupid emos. be patient

Well, life is indeed not perfect. but it's fair. I shall control my temper and emotional. But trust me, when u have difficult emotional -the heart of atypical-abnormal-alien heart that u urself d0 not understand yourself,it's harder than u could even think until to some extent, you will rather not to bother about it anymore perhaps..

Your EQ is 140

You are remarkable when it comes to relating with others. Only the biggest losers get under your skin. You are warm and open. Even when life gets you down, you're unafraid of the world and its challenges.Your emotions aren't always stable, but you can go along with the ups and downs pretty well. You are comfortable with who you are. And you accept your weaknesses - as well as the weaknesses of others. While you are quite stable, you don't respond perfectly to every bad situation that comes up. But you have enough emotional intelligence to know when you need a course correction.

What's" Your EQ (Emotional Intelligence Quotient)?

yang ni aku pelik.aku jawab seiklas yang mungkin..tapi part: i dont respond perfectly to every bad situation that comes up" ..tu mmg betul kut... huhu

This is my blog. it's up to me to write anything, including my misery. Kan dah cakap...pontianak mmg marah kalau dihalang untuk buat apa yang dia suka. plus, it's only took me 15minutes to write to ease my misery,not so much of time to compare with 2-3hours of crying-talking-counselling. i think blog helps!