8 random things

taq by aff,,random things about myself...


1. I love mak. she just simply the great!

2. in the future,i wont join politic and it's simply that i am not interested in it. NGO perhaps but not in gaining power position. althought i know how many ppl thought i would love it but I far am too emotional,too sensitive. But I am looking forward for doing kerja belakang takbir.

3. I love my comot&my ugliness. To be honest, i hate some people kept giving me sermon to be neat to be atractive. I like the freedom of being comot. for i dont hv to stuck in the mirror why my face isnt wonderful like maya karin. why my weight is soo damn heavy? I am simple,but people make me complicated. I wonder why people like to address the absurb and nonsense things rather the important thing. at least I know those who wiling to love me is simply because of who I am.not because of the etc things like being rich,beautiful and so on.

4. I think last 6months,i had changed after something had happended. and I dont really like it and i am not comfortable being such grumpy,emotional,hating myself for being ugly.I became like the ordinary teenagers for the past 6 months.I hate it. I think this 2008, i would be the jovial,cool and ambitious zakiah!

5. I am a pemalu person. extremely shy person. because i just cant control my blood vessel to vasodilate ~blush~ during some occasion and my blood pressure shoot up...and i feel like dying that time esp when the lecturers ask me some sort questions that seriusly i dont know the answer (which confirm my stupidity) and eating in front of any stranger(confirm my comot).haha. that's why i like to myorok in the circle of friends.

6. I seldom hate people. or i dont hate people too long. because who am I too jugde people. buang masa aje.i dont like to waste my hate on anyone. my general thought: no one in this world has bad intention,just bad situation make them to make the bad act.

7. I dont forget my friends and i like to be in the crowd. I just dont like male friends. they like to be my friend only to 'mgorat' my beautiful friend! ~bleh~. I dont really like those kinda man because they would treat badly to the pre-betty/pre-manjalara/pre-cinta kolesteral. i am not desperate like some my female friends thought.just not interested.

8. i think Allah always give me the things I really need.not the one I want. Like jerawat after i was concern about it. I need jerawat to remind me not to look for beauty. Like I broke my precious newly-bought pda handphone. I need that to remind me not to be riak..Like still being fat and not able to wear the sexy clothes.

it's a bliss to know how Allah loves us.isnt?

p/s:tmrw is my ortho xm. i am soo damn stressful. havent went out from the college for 3days trying to study.but knowing how hard myself to keep focusing on my reading..has adding more,more and more stressful situation!. owh...i couldnt stand it anymore.nak grad!!

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