kak kiah will rise.

Alhamdulillah. the operation was successfull although aku 2-3hari aku tidur sebab pening yang melampau batas. hehe. aku betul2 sayang mak aku.sobsob.aku rasa family aku adalah family paling best sekali dalam dunia.huhu

aku harap aku btul2 tidak sangap dalam kelas.haha.ada 4bulan aje tinggal.. apa dalam kepala otak aku nak jawab nie!!(stress.stress).huhu..tambahan pulak isu 'peer pressure' lagi. bibah dah kawen (kawan usrah aku time 2nd yr dulu. kak qis romet aku dulu pun. begitu juga ngn member baik aku si kasya pun nak kawen thn depan. stress.stress..tak leh main badminton 6minggu lagi.stress stress..esok kelas dengan chicken paralyze (tp aku suka lecturer tue..dia sangat best)

tarik napas.....
(tapi aku kelihatan masih riang gembira dan masih boleh buat lawak badut dengan azie dalam kelas lagi).

aku takdelah stress sangat.sahaja.

eh.stress aaaah!!!!!!!!! houseman 2 tahun

I just received an email from Prof Latif regarding of my missing of action for nearly 7months. uh-he's right.totally right.tapi maybe apa yang prof tak tau,aku mmg sgt stress time tue.and at that time, everything felt down unto me.argh,kiah.tu bukan alasan.tu semua setan nak suruh kau stop....

would like to raise an important point based on my observation.

I see many students being active in many good Islamic activities when they are in their first and second year. Then they start to "pencen" in the clinical years and pass all the work down to the juniors kerana sibuk etc.

Malangnya, this is a VERY DANGEROUS phenomenon. Because life is not going to be more free after clinicals. After clinical years you have housemanship (now for 2 long years) then start to get married and have children, get posted in far away lands and eventually get to sit for the post graduate courses.

By this time, your Islamic commitments and priorities are already as far as the planet Mars. Many good persons then only spend time with themselves and their families. I think this is not going to help the ummah progress.

So, please, do not slow down in the clinicals. Push yourselves to your limits and pray hard. You can excel both in academics and da'wah, many have shown examples. And also there are too many that have been shortlived by the excuses of being too busy in the clinical years. In fact the busiest times are actually the best times to be active. If pencen is the trend, we have a bleak future and your generation have to answer to Allah.

I am pleading to all, Kak kiah & gang, Fahmi in UIA, all in USM, Haly & gang in PMC, Faizal in Manchester etc. DO NOT rest. May Allah bless you.

kak kiah will rise.insyallah.
I only got 4 months to go, i swear i'll be bloody better and i'll bring out the best of me.

by the way,i'm so in love with the ummah.i would never ever let the love of my life go....i would not walaupun betapa poyonya aku ini.hahaha