neither forsaken you nor hates you

Alfatihah to Allahyarham Mohd Aroff bin Habsah,
He's a father to my bestfriend aka classmate in Balik pulau, Fareha. He had passed away last night 13th Febuary. if i am not mistaken, he had stroke for quite long time ago since both of us still in secondary school. I met him once if not twice.

Alfatihah also to Allahyarham Hj Shahroni
He's a father to my friend from RCMP. Shima. He had passed away on 11th Febuary.

May Allah blessed their soul. Moga-moga ditempatkan di tempat2 yang mencintai dan dicintai Tuhannya. amin.

Death.
surely it will come to us some day.
but hopefully, it will be day we have been waiting for.. as it is the day we meet Allah =)

For now on. i shall be prepared. aku manusia yg penuh klemahan dan kehinaan... =(. anyhow, smalam tadabur surah ad-dhuha.

[بِسْمِ اللَّهِ الرَّحْمَـنِ الرَّحِيمِ ]

[وَالضُّحَى - وَالَّيْلِ إِذَا سَجَى - مَا وَدَّعَكَ رَبُّكَ وَمَا قَلَى - وَلَلاٌّخِرَةُ خَيْرٌ لَّكَ مِنَ الاٍّولَى - وَلَسَوْفَ يُعْطِيكَ رَبُّكَ فَتَرْضَى - أَلَمْ يَجِدْكَ يَتِيماً فَآوَى - وَوَجَدَكَ ضَآلاًّ فَهَدَى - وَوَجَدَكَ عَآئِلاً فَأَغْنَى - فَأَمَّا الْيَتِيمَ فَلاَ تَقْهَرْ - وَأَمَّا السَّآئِلَ فَلاَ تَنْهَرْ - وَأَمَّا بِنِعْمَةِ رَبِّكَ فَحَدِّثْ ]
(1. By the forenoon.) (2. By the night when it darkens.) (3. Your Lord has neither forsaken you nor hates you.) (4. And indeed the Hereafter is better for you than the present.) (5. And verily, your Lord will give you so that you shall be well-pleased.) (6. Did He not find you an orphan and gave you a refuge) (7. And He found you unaware and guided you) (8. And He found you poor and made you rich) (9. Therefore, treat not the orphan with oppression.) (10. And repulse not the one who asks.) (11. And proclaim the grace of your Lord.)

By the forenoon. By the night when it darkens. Your Lord has neither forsaken you nor hates you
Bila aku baca balik..HE never leave me alone. no matter what. Once, pernah gak terasa bila ada satu ujian yang buat aku mnangis siang dan malam. Aku takut benar, jika Allah mninggalkan aku. Tapi time tu, Aff nasihat Allah never leaves his servant, tapi kita yang selalu lupakan dia..dan kita sebagai hamba, tak boleh bersangka buruk yang Allah tinggalkan kita. HE never leave us..

And verily, your Lord will give you so that you shall be well-pleased
dan sepanjang hidup ini, kalau diperhatikan, memang Allah selalu mjawab doa' dalam keadaan kita sendiri tak sedar. dan bila kita dapat apa yang dipinta, sering kita menjadi lupa terhadap nikmatnya. ataupun bila kita tak dapat apa yang kita mahukan, kita merajuk. Banyak cantik punya manusia. Tak malu betul. Semestinya kita bersabar. Sabar is the only thing that could hold us back from insanity. Sifat seorang muslim, tidak terlalu gembira bila mendapat keuntang, tidak terlalu bersedih bila mdapat kecelakaan . Ingat tu, kiah.

And He found you poor and made you rich
Dan sentiasa akan ada orang yg mgejek/mgata2 kita. For sure, even Rassulullah SAW yang kekasih Allah itu pun ada gak orang yang kurang hajar mgejek dan mgata baginda. Apantah lagi kita yang kompem tak maksum. kita manusia ada kekurang. for sure. tapi jadikanlah kekurangan itu kelebihan. Hari tu masa lepak dgn kasya, dia bagi aku belek2 buku biodata yang 5tahun lepas aku tulis. Kasya kata dia tak pernah lupa ayat aku tu dan ada gak jadik pguat semangat. Aku terkedu giller, sebab aku tulis dgn penuh semangat tentang mbina kekuatan bila tahu tentang kekurang diri. woah, aku sendiri pun tak ingat.

And He found you unaware and guided you.
I know how true is it.I am always the clueless and blank one. but HE guided me somehow.

And proclaim the grace of your Lord.
alhamdulilliah, i am a Muslim. Without Islam, there will be no hope. Seriusly, tak kan tak sayang Tuhan? Tak kan sebab dah dapat sambung master kat oversea, dah berani bukak tudung? Tak kan sebab dah dapat boyfriend, sanggup langgar perintah Allah. I know one of my friend siap sujud syukur after berjaya mdapat bf, tapi somehow ..taktaulaa... aku pnakut, aku mungkin terlalu ikut lagu kelly clarkson because of u. aku harap somehow aku dapat manage the phobia someday. BUt trust takes time. Tapi reflek diri aku sendirilaa..kurang rasa bersyukur. I should do more and more good deed. insyallah. bukan jadi sengal giller macam sekarng. hampagas betul

As God loves us.
more than we know!

Anyhow, ni lagu faveret aku since a year ago. selalu buat aku tersenyum. Yussuf Islam Heaven, where true loves goes. ...this song doesnt need any extra explanation. =)..tp disebabkan ada virus tak kasik aku tgk youtube,jadi pandai2 laa carik sendiri..hahaha