It doesn't matter how much we lose but the matter is how much we have learned
But we just cannot afford to lose EVERYTHING just because we just dont want to learn!
whateverlah..as long be capable and lovable yeah!
It's not a jinx.things happend for a reason.
be calm. be confident. be patience.
You should know how Allah loves the one who has faith in HIM?
You know how true is it,right?
Kiah, jangan hilang barang lagi..jangan rosakkan barang lagi..jangan sepah2 lagi...hijrahlah!jangan terlalu cool even bila disaster happens! jangan terlalu panic..jangan le cemerkap sangat!
huargh!
Last thaipusam, i went out with my bestfriend in liklau, Zakhirati aka along. She just came back from Australia. Jumpa sekali dengan tora dan Izny. Biasalah,lepak kedai kopi talking non-stop. But then. it is soo funny, they realized how i had changed. They said I was not the usual 'lantang-bising' and they thought i became matured including the way I talk,my act and my clothes...compliment ke ape tue? i dunno whether I should be flatted or else..bcause in the same time, i think i am losing some part of sense of humour too. ye ke,i dunno,to me, my sense of humour is gifted and natural ability.and actually, i dont really want to lose it anyhow because I found it's soo calming!
banyak sangat kut dalam kepala hotak aku sekarang aku tgh pikir..examlaa,ppim laa, usrah laa,beloved family aku laa, kawan2 aku yang merata2 tmpt laa,benda2 aku termisplace laa, berat badan yang berat,case write-up laa,mslh kwangan dimana bile laa result aku akademik nk kuar utk mbuktikan pada mindef bahawa aku dah final year...whatever it is, i hope i choose the right path!to things that lead me to Allah.That's all what I want.
Saturday, January 26, 2008
Monday, January 21, 2008
nilai kawan
Nilai seorang sahabat adalah tiada pnilaian yang pernah dilakukan oleh sahabat itu sendiri.
Kerana nilai diri seorang Hamba Tuhan itu adalah tinggi dan mahal harganya.
Jika ada kawan2 anda mula mnilai anda, jauhi diri anda dari mereka. Kerana mereka tidak ikhlas dalam persahabatan.
Sahabat bukanlah kerana ada agenda walaupun detik ptemuan adalah bersebab. Jika ada,biarlah kerana Allah. Jika bersahabat dengan seseorang hanya sekadar organisasi, program, camping, sekolah, bla-bla-bla,tak kekal..untuk apa? abes prgm,terus tata..buang air liur aje.JIka bersahabat, biarlah sampai ke syurga..owh,kau ingat suami hang n hang aje yang jumpa kat syurga eh?
Bertemu dan berpisah kerana Allah! ukwahfillah. Jika kerana agenda,seringkali berakhir dengan sakit hati. kerana mereka tersbut tidak pandai mnilai tentang harga sebuah psahabatan.
Kenapa susah sangat Zakiah nak faham?
Okay,gudbye loser.aku ada banyak giller sahabat-sahabat yang best giller!hehehehehe
Kerana nilai diri seorang Hamba Tuhan itu adalah tinggi dan mahal harganya.
Jika ada kawan2 anda mula mnilai anda, jauhi diri anda dari mereka. Kerana mereka tidak ikhlas dalam persahabatan.
Sahabat bukanlah kerana ada agenda walaupun detik ptemuan adalah bersebab. Jika ada,biarlah kerana Allah. Jika bersahabat dengan seseorang hanya sekadar organisasi, program, camping, sekolah, bla-bla-bla,tak kekal..untuk apa? abes prgm,terus tata..buang air liur aje.JIka bersahabat, biarlah sampai ke syurga..owh,kau ingat suami hang n hang aje yang jumpa kat syurga eh?
Bertemu dan berpisah kerana Allah! ukwahfillah. Jika kerana agenda,seringkali berakhir dengan sakit hati. kerana mereka tersbut tidak pandai mnilai tentang harga sebuah psahabatan.
Kenapa susah sangat Zakiah nak faham?
Okay,gudbye loser.aku ada banyak giller sahabat-sahabat yang best giller!hehehehehe
Friday, January 18, 2008
geget laptop
No man is an island.
but i had learnt how hurt was I asking help but not getting it. and I had learnt it's such a wonderful if only people would give without we ask them.so, i had to be different than those selfish people because i dont want people to get hurt like I do...
However, in this world.. there's too many stupid people.
so, we as intelligent people just have to SABAR AJELAH.
Last weekend,i went to some meeting. i hate meetings. because people end up asking me to write report even heck no.. i am not a secretary.lagi-lagi aku tension,kalau keja aku dah siap pun,people still like pointing at me mcm lah aku ni boleh buat semua keja...no lah. bukan sebab tue..erm sebab sedap giller aku perli tahap karma. eh,takdelah..aku tak tension sebab tue..aku tension sebab aku bukan superman, tak hebat.
Kalau keja sorang2, boleh jadik giller...kata impian bersama.
itulah masalahnya,kalau aku ada hanyalah secebis semangat yang membawa aku kepada amanah yang berat. aku tau,aku bukannya capable sangat.tapi penat aku tunggu hampir setahun, tetap sepi semua orang.tetap mereka kata aku mampu,padahal aku tau kebolehan aku sendiri. Tapi takpe, aku buat sehabis baik aku,walaupun tak perfect.
why in this world people nak still blamming each other.aku ada sorg teman yang tak abes2 cakap 'u should do that-u shouldnt do that'.actually aku dengar nasihat dia..aku terpaksa act 'cool' bila kena marah selain dari bulatkan mata sepanjang meeting..tapi PELIK giller,dia tak pulak come forward nk ganti tempat aku pun.semua nak komen itu-ini.tapi still,aku sayang kat member aku tu at least dia mnolong aku in terms of 'fine-u-thouhgt-i-am-not-capable?--hey,sory sikit-ini-kiah-the-fighter"
Amanah.aku diamanahkan untuk grad 5may ni.seriusly,aku memang tahu aku benci baca buku akademik...aku yang sangat tidak akademik langsung...confident level aku memang dah teruk giller.dammit,nape teruk sangat nervous aku sekarang?
tapi aku tau,aku bukan seperti orang lain.kut.aku tak puas dengan segengam ijazah.hidup ini lebih dari ijazah,lebih dari sijil perhargaan,lebih dari pujian melangit dari makcik yang ada anak yang hensem, lebih dari sijil nikah,
kerana itu aku percaya. aku mahu lebih, kerana itu,aku buat lebih.walaupun terkurang sana sini.kerana aku percaya semangat yang ada dalam diri aku adalah terlalu istimewa.
nak tau rasa seperti apa? seperti si tempang yang mahu terbang tinggi!
dan ya!...si tempang ini dapat membeli jet pejuang untuk terbang...suatu hari nanti..hari ini,si tempang hanya mampu naik air asia, dan mereka-mereka terus mengeji..
sekian sahaja,hiburan tgh malam.utk aku.bukan kau.kau tak paham,aku tau.
lagi satu: woit,i just dont give a damn whatever u think about me.memang susah nak faham orang lain,tapi cubalah faham orang lain....tapi bagi aku, aku bukannya tak faham.aku faham sebab aku manusia normal.macam kau!.tapi aku cuma sakit hati aje.hahaha
but i had learnt how hurt was I asking help but not getting it. and I had learnt it's such a wonderful if only people would give without we ask them.so, i had to be different than those selfish people because i dont want people to get hurt like I do...
However, in this world.. there's too many stupid people.
so, we as intelligent people just have to SABAR AJELAH.
Last weekend,i went to some meeting. i hate meetings. because people end up asking me to write report even heck no.. i am not a secretary.lagi-lagi aku tension,kalau keja aku dah siap pun,people still like pointing at me mcm lah aku ni boleh buat semua keja...no lah. bukan sebab tue..erm sebab sedap giller aku perli tahap karma. eh,takdelah..aku tak tension sebab tue..aku tension sebab aku bukan superman, tak hebat.
Kalau keja sorang2, boleh jadik giller...kata impian bersama.
itulah masalahnya,kalau aku ada hanyalah secebis semangat yang membawa aku kepada amanah yang berat. aku tau,aku bukannya capable sangat.tapi penat aku tunggu hampir setahun, tetap sepi semua orang.tetap mereka kata aku mampu,padahal aku tau kebolehan aku sendiri. Tapi takpe, aku buat sehabis baik aku,walaupun tak perfect.
why in this world people nak still blamming each other.aku ada sorg teman yang tak abes2 cakap 'u should do that-u shouldnt do that'.actually aku dengar nasihat dia..aku terpaksa act 'cool' bila kena marah selain dari bulatkan mata sepanjang meeting..tapi PELIK giller,dia tak pulak come forward nk ganti tempat aku pun.semua nak komen itu-ini.tapi still,aku sayang kat member aku tu at least dia mnolong aku in terms of 'fine-u-thouhgt-i-am-not-capable?--hey,sory sikit-ini-kiah-the-fighter"
Amanah.aku diamanahkan untuk grad 5may ni.seriusly,aku memang tahu aku benci baca buku akademik...aku yang sangat tidak akademik langsung...confident level aku memang dah teruk giller.dammit,nape teruk sangat nervous aku sekarang?
tapi aku tau,aku bukan seperti orang lain.kut.aku tak puas dengan segengam ijazah.hidup ini lebih dari ijazah,lebih dari sijil perhargaan,lebih dari pujian melangit dari makcik yang ada anak yang hensem, lebih dari sijil nikah,
kerana itu aku percaya. aku mahu lebih, kerana itu,aku buat lebih.walaupun terkurang sana sini.kerana aku percaya semangat yang ada dalam diri aku adalah terlalu istimewa.
nak tau rasa seperti apa? seperti si tempang yang mahu terbang tinggi!
dan ya!...si tempang ini dapat membeli jet pejuang untuk terbang...suatu hari nanti..hari ini,si tempang hanya mampu naik air asia, dan mereka-mereka terus mengeji..
sekian sahaja,hiburan tgh malam.utk aku.bukan kau.kau tak paham,aku tau.
lagi satu: woit,i just dont give a damn whatever u think about me.memang susah nak faham orang lain,tapi cubalah faham orang lain....tapi bagi aku, aku bukannya tak faham.aku faham sebab aku manusia normal.macam kau!.tapi aku cuma sakit hati aje.hahaha
Sunday, January 13, 2008
Zaa is getting older
Happy birthday Zaa !
okay. aku taktau nape zaa buat muka musykil masa ni wpun tgh senyum. aku memang suka tudung konsep kau zaa yang tak payah iron tu..kan best kalau SEMUA tudung dalam dunia mcm tu?? muka zaa memang dari dulu memang cun. clean and clear. sgt aku malu muka aku sangat comot. tapi pedulik ape aku...ini gambar hampir 6tahun yang lepas. giller aku obes btul. sekarang baru aku tau nape budak2 suka aku ejek gemuk..haha..c/o
Zaahirah Mohamad, a 24 y/o single* malay woman was admitted to the ward ue to excessive laughing without stopping for 20 years prior to admission.
HOPI
She was apparently well until she figure out that she wanted to be salesgirl in 'penyempit rambut' department. Until then, her mother also noticed that she likes to laugh very loudly. Perhaps her sense of humor was developed during that time...bla bla bla..
(eh, aku malas pulak nak tulis...aku kalu case write up maunya abes 3hari baru siap.kena susun ayat lagi..dan juga kena sampai narrow down the hopi smp dapat lead the examiner to the differential diagnosis which is si pyakit zaa tu sebenarnya bukanlah satu penyakit. cuma peel dia aje..haha..zaa,jangan marah aku..sebenarnye aku nak wish kau happy birtday 24 y/o semalam..kalau kau nak tau,dulu aku ada belikan kau kad birthday dah siap tulis alamat tinggal nak post tapi alih2 haritu aku lupa tutup tingkap,habes lencun kad tu..jadik aku tak delah hantar..hahaha...
Zaa ni salah seorang kawan yg baik aku (erm,aku malu gak aku asik claim org2 kwn baik aku aje..dah org tersbut baik pada aku,jadik dapatle title baik). kenal kejap aje kat
matrik pilah masa 1st sem. sempat le meronggeng tak tentu pasal kat matrik..gelak kuat2 dalam dewan kuliah. Zaa memang hero bila dia marah sorg laki gangster kacau tarik payung time aku tgh demam...hoho-kantoi dengan cikgu Khairul Nizam sebab nmpk kitaorg bdua pi outing siap tukar baju tgk wayang kat terminal one,ksian zaa siap kena perli tu dalam kelas. Banyak kenangan yang kelakar sebab zaa ni boleh tahan lawaknya tau wpun orang lain (baca lelaki) ingat dia garang giller..wpun zaa claim dirinya ayu, tapi aku harap definasi ayu itu dipertimbang balik. nmpk ayu,tapi tak control langsung! haha...jahatnya daku! keh keh, bila kau nak bawak aku jalan2 europe ni zaa? naik star cruise ke? hahaha
woit cik zaa, ingat le balik ke kampung halaman dengan jayanya... kau tu bahan rujukan aku bila keja kat spital tau! jangan malas macam aku tau!!! keh keh..nanti kau balik,sebelum kita jadi kuli batak kat spital, jumle main beskal.
Si Fazrin, aku & zaa pelakon handalan dan juga eido. kunun2 rajin masa kat matrik..tapi zaa kau gaya seorang penanam pokok terkenal laaa..keh keh..fazrin ape citer eh si doktor veterinar sorang ni..eido rock kau dah grad dah keja..bila kau nak belanja barisan student ini?
Zaman2 muda boleh le p bkelah2 anjuran kelas 1h8 dan 1h9. semangat ukwah betul..musykil aku..tapi layan aje..aku dan ila bergayut atas pokok. zaa kuning separa ganas dan separa ayu pura2 tak mau panjat pokok. dan amira adly
aku stress sio0ot..esok start paeds posting 5 minggu...ortho exam aku macam hampes giller. aku sedey dan stress..terasa nape le aku takde confident langsung..geram aku je..tensi tensi..tu le aku leh duduk rumah p scan ape yang patut.hehehe..oklah.bubye!
*sory zaa,mana ada nak kena present kes cakap :soon getting married end of this year?
Highlight gmbr zaa yg tgh nak tanya soalan kat pn maznah tue..cuba tiru macam aku, zead, mimi dan faiz still fokus buat kajian tentang arnah . eleh aku tau kau nak tanya boleh tak simpan telinga arnab jadi key chain beg sekolah kau tue..
Thursday, January 10, 2008
hot friends
Ni geng kwn matrik aku masa sem2 matrik...kasya, awie, aku dan azni..sorg angel dan 3 tu devil. kasya je dapat title angel sedangkan kami btiga mjadi devil..sbenarnya azni tu separa aje..sebab yang kuat mgusik aku dan awie aje...keh keh keh!
Hoho-selamat pengantin baru pada kasya dan roszamberi last 5 january 2008...tahniah.sebab aku takde kamera,aku save dalam kepala otak aku aje betapa cantiknya kawan aku menjadi pgantin baru! tahniah deh! harap2 korang berdua maju jaya dalam pbinaan masjid!mmg untung le si amri (aku tak kenal gak dia, but i assumed that guy is a descent guy sebab kasya tu mmg baik sgt)...nnt ada masa ajakle lepak aku ke rumah baru kat kajang tersbut..=p..
Selamat bertunang pada si Awie dan Ajib pada 12 january. tak larat aku nak p hari tu. pengsan aku...tahniah. tabik spring aku dapat mgekalkan 5tahun percintaan korg. harap2 kekal le..amin..yeay, aku dah dapat makann tghr free bulan 6 nie..best2...
Kepada si Azni, aku tataw mana kau. Last kali aku jumpa kau bila 'kawan kau' sibuk mgejek aku belon (kecik hati)..mana kau hilang eh cikgu kimia?
haha-kan aku bilang..aku banyak giller kawan2 hot...
Tuesday, January 08, 2008
8 random things
taq by aff,,random things about myself...
1. I love mak. she just simply the great!
2. in the future,i wont join politic and it's simply that i am not interested in it. NGO perhaps but not in gaining power position. althought i know how many ppl thought i would love it but I far am too emotional,too sensitive. But I am looking forward for doing kerja belakang takbir.
3. I love my comot&my ugliness. To be honest, i hate some people kept giving me sermon to be neat to be atractive. I like the freedom of being comot. for i dont hv to stuck in the mirror why my face isnt wonderful like maya karin. why my weight is soo damn heavy? I am simple,but people make me complicated. I wonder why people like to address the absurb and nonsense things rather the important thing. at least I know those who wiling to love me is simply because of who I am.not because of the etc things like being rich,beautiful and so on.
4. I think last 6months,i had changed after something had happended. and I dont really like it and i am not comfortable being such grumpy,emotional,hating myself for being ugly.I became like the ordinary teenagers for the past 6 months.I hate it. I think this 2008, i would be the jovial,cool and ambitious zakiah!
5. I am a pemalu person. extremely shy person. because i just cant control my blood vessel to vasodilate ~blush~ during some occasion and my blood pressure shoot up...and i feel like dying that time esp when the lecturers ask me some sort questions that seriusly i dont know the answer (which confirm my stupidity) and eating in front of any stranger(confirm my comot).haha. that's why i like to myorok in the circle of friends.
6. I seldom hate people. or i dont hate people too long. because who am I too jugde people. buang masa aje.i dont like to waste my hate on anyone. my general thought: no one in this world has bad intention,just bad situation make them to make the bad act.
7. I dont forget my friends and i like to be in the crowd. I just dont like male friends. they like to be my friend only to 'mgorat' my beautiful friend! ~bleh~. I dont really like those kinda man because they would treat badly to the pre-betty/pre-manjalara/pre-cinta kolesteral. i am not desperate like some my female friends thought.just not interested.
8. i think Allah always give me the things I really need.not the one I want. Like jerawat after i was concern about it. I need jerawat to remind me not to look for beauty. Like I broke my precious newly-bought pda handphone. I need that to remind me not to be riak..Like still being fat and not able to wear the sexy clothes.
it's a bliss to know how Allah loves us.isnt?
p/s:tmrw is my ortho xm. i am soo damn stressful. havent went out from the college for 3days trying to study.but knowing how hard myself to keep focusing on my reading..has adding more,more and more stressful situation!. owh...i couldnt stand it anymore.nak grad!!
tag? nak suruh zharip le!
1. I love mak. she just simply the great!
2. in the future,i wont join politic and it's simply that i am not interested in it. NGO perhaps but not in gaining power position. althought i know how many ppl thought i would love it but I far am too emotional,too sensitive. But I am looking forward for doing kerja belakang takbir.
3. I love my comot&my ugliness. To be honest, i hate some people kept giving me sermon to be neat to be atractive. I like the freedom of being comot. for i dont hv to stuck in the mirror why my face isnt wonderful like maya karin. why my weight is soo damn heavy? I am simple,but people make me complicated. I wonder why people like to address the absurb and nonsense things rather the important thing. at least I know those who wiling to love me is simply because of who I am.not because of the etc things like being rich,beautiful and so on.
4. I think last 6months,i had changed after something had happended. and I dont really like it and i am not comfortable being such grumpy,emotional,hating myself for being ugly.I became like the ordinary teenagers for the past 6 months.I hate it. I think this 2008, i would be the jovial,cool and ambitious zakiah!
5. I am a pemalu person. extremely shy person. because i just cant control my blood vessel to vasodilate ~blush~ during some occasion and my blood pressure shoot up...and i feel like dying that time esp when the lecturers ask me some sort questions that seriusly i dont know the answer (which confirm my stupidity) and eating in front of any stranger(confirm my comot).haha. that's why i like to myorok in the circle of friends.
6. I seldom hate people. or i dont hate people too long. because who am I too jugde people. buang masa aje.i dont like to waste my hate on anyone. my general thought: no one in this world has bad intention,just bad situation make them to make the bad act.
7. I dont forget my friends and i like to be in the crowd. I just dont like male friends. they like to be my friend only to 'mgorat' my beautiful friend! ~bleh~. I dont really like those kinda man because they would treat badly to the pre-betty/pre-manjalara/pre-cinta kolesteral. i am not desperate like some my female friends thought.just not interested.
8. i think Allah always give me the things I really need.not the one I want. Like jerawat after i was concern about it. I need jerawat to remind me not to look for beauty. Like I broke my precious newly-bought pda handphone. I need that to remind me not to be riak..Like still being fat and not able to wear the sexy clothes.
it's a bliss to know how Allah loves us.isnt?
p/s:tmrw is my ortho xm. i am soo damn stressful. havent went out from the college for 3days trying to study.but knowing how hard myself to keep focusing on my reading..has adding more,more and more stressful situation!. owh...i couldnt stand it anymore.nak grad!!
tag? nak suruh zharip le!
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