m.a.l.a.s

i'm speechless for the word lazy,

And fyi,

when i felt lazy,there's nothing in the world that can make me move a single tiny flick of my precious muscle.

or even my brain.

dont ever try to make me move because the energy would b transform to angry & hate.

nevertheless, i'm lazy. damn too lazy. maybe the most lazy human being on earth. u know that.

to make it worse, i'm stupid because i hv little knowledge. i wasted my teenager for doing nothing.

then, u would think i shall quit?yeah, i mean for that lame reasons?

nah, i'm not mad...i'm trying to understand the laziness inside of u.

u know what, i thought i did all those things because there's no one left to do it..nobody going to do it...

but i was totally wrong...there's always some1 to do it,much better than i do..Dont worry, Allah will provide...This is HIS religion, HE knows us too well..

i might be wrong. i dont know...

I'm not mad but i'm just angry i guess.

I know i had been too harsh this time.
u might b merajuk n leave me forever and i had to agree that is my worst nightmare.U see, how 'value' a guy like u? i mean like, some1 like u that i thought u KNEWS very well. u had been in good school, good family,great brain, great enviroment, and Allah does really protect u...what do u want more?

Nway, i had to stress it again : I'm not mad but just pathetic to hear that 'lazy' word!

yeah, i'm pathetic doh..cant help it..

I dont know much, u know more than me..and that frustating me so much. aku nie tak layak bbanding ko..tp kenapa aku kena tanggung?

the last word: tak nak sudah