Showing posts with label victim. Show all posts
Showing posts with label victim. Show all posts

Saturday, March 10, 2007

tag lagi...show the destop


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huhu. disebabkn maryam tu member, aku pun layan tag dia..baik tak hati aku-hahaha--tapi aku tak tau nak tag sape..takde idea..aku baru tukar gmbr sambil susun ikon kat destop aku sbb serabut sgt..huhu,kalau tak memang penuh dgn keja2 yg tak sudah2..huhu..oklah,aku nak tag utk tgk keserabutan kepala mereka..haha-ketawa jahat!

1. kak ween
2. hannan
3. nabil
4. layla

5. eido

isk,ni terkenen dgn si zharif aa yg mgimbau cerita2 time sunathon dulu,sampaikan 2 budak sunathon ni pun aku suruh..hahaha...

ni gambar time pi tlg mangsa banjir kat pagoh...budak year4 ada dalam 20+ yg pergi,baru je lepas xm..budak 2nd yr ramai yg pi dgn budak biomed..kitaorg tumpang tidur kat sekolah apa-ntah namanya...aku teringat pada makcik2 yg menangis2 tersedu2 depan kami cerita derita dia...(termasuk kisah sedih sebelum banjir)...dan nenek yg aku tak tau ape diagnosis dia tapi nampak macam ada dyskinetic cerebral palsy, jadik pasti myebabkan siapa2 saja nak tolong dia berjalan.kakinya tempang. nenek tu tinggal sorang di dalam rumah papan yg hampir runtuh,disisihkan oleh jiran2nya.tiada saluran air.tiada tandas.yang ada sungai di belakang rumah untuk menunaikan hajat.gelap.tiada elektrik.. tiada katil,yang ada hanya tilam lusuh dan aku lihat sejadah terbentang di kawasan hadapan.aku boleh bayangkan keadaanya perjalanan hidupnya..

tapi aku masih ingat pada senyuman dia dan suaranya mengucapkan, "alhamdulillah, nikmat Allah ini luas"-ouch,lupakah aku?

gosh,aku dah merapu lagi....doakan aku-aku nak xm...adeh,aku tak sangka betul,aku kena habiskan 100subtype coryza virus ni satu persatu,maka aku diuji dengan demam secara marathon.aku harap ianya hanya demam biasa..dan aku harap itu adalah ujianNya..

dah..dah..magrib dah memanggil!

Tuesday, March 06, 2007

weirdo hd been tagged?



ok. i hv been tagged by kak ween...And since I've been tagged, I've been thinking what's weird about me,..it's kidda hard to me.

Rules & Regulations:
Each player of this game starts out by giving 6 weird things about themselves. People who get tagged need to write in a blog of their own 6 weird things as well as state the rules clearly. In the end, you need to choose 6 people to be tagged and list their names. After you do that, leave them each a comment letting them know you tagged them and to read your blog!

1. transparent but unpredictable feeling
i cant lie myself or u.my feeling is transparent. but it's just unpredictable. most of the time,people failed to detect how depress i could be.u can see i'm smiling,but i'm such a wreck inside.n my life would not be nice as my laughter.nevertheless, i just love my life..hahaha..i dont hv 9 lives!

most people didnt know that i hate to talk with boys as i had the scary feeling whenever i talk with them...dulu slalu ada classmate laki aku tanya,"kau cakap ngn aku ke ngn papan hitam"..ask aff how teribble i was...macam putus fius..skrg aku cover aa gugup aku dengan ketidak-senonohan aku..pandai tak aku cover??

2. Dreams
I have thousand dreams..i'm not trying to be superman as i know my limitation. but my dreams are really weird sometimes... i want to go dancing in the rain with depression people. i would read doraemon or watch shin chan with the kiddos or anak yatim.play puppets with them.i want to go to Africa,to serve the community there while playing with the cheetah. i want to spend my time with hiv +ve patient/kids. in the future, i would make some foundation for the couple who do not hv enough money to marriage..lalalaala..or i will make some mentality paradigm so we as muslim do not practise what in the west practise! support marriage!! yeah!! i want to go to Palestine,to die as a martyr. i want to be a director film after i become a consultant... and obviously, i want to be calm when everything is falling apart. against the odds!

3. it's only words
i'm hurt by words...like the normal people do, the difference is, "i just dont give a damn!"...i had to admit, i pretend that it's only words. i kept singing, "nobody could hurt me,without my consent". words are just words. ignorance is a bliss, there's goes, "selamba nak mampus si zack nie...suka ati dia je"..n my answer would be, "i care what"- aku pedulik ape.

4. impulsive
oho-i dont like to plan bcz i'm soo bad on planning.i know,it's important to plan, but those 'planner' people like to waste soo much time on talking without action! not saying,i'm better but it's just because i JUST CANT PLAN!! i dont believe in 'if u fail to plan,u plan to fail"..at least i'm doing what i can rather than doing nothing... i will do anything to get whatever i want...if i want to go to the place i never been, i could go on the spot.like i used to do.pagi aku kat kl,tetiba,tghari dah sampai JB. emergency kiddo-it's dangerous, i know...but what's life if we didnt dare to do even the simple thing?dammit,daredevil.

5.telepathy
i believe we can feel each other.if u'r missing someone,most probably that person is also missing u too. n i love to give something to someone even he/she didnt ask but need it..i dislike to ask something from someone unless i desperately really need it sooo much..it's all common sense unless that someone do not has common sense.

6.not a weirdo
i'm just being myself. i dont like doing the teenagers do...i dont like to watch tv,go shopping,watching movie,buying things (bcz i'm pokai-hahaha)....oho-most of the people i met would say how weird am i..my words,my act and my thinking..owh,i'm such an ordinary person....i'm so used to hear people said, "in all my life, u'r the most weird person in this world i hd met!!" .. sometimes i would feel like a creep and sometime i would feel yippe,for being unique...there's mixed feeling.am i that weird?





6 people:
1. raihan
2. malik rick
3. nabilah hani
4. arshana
5. awla
6. aff